ME

Today, I just feel like, resting, sleeping, read book, or just listen to music jam. if you judge it by your standards, my life would be boring as hell. but not for me, i have never felt a severe boredom in every single day. maybe i just enjoying the things i really wanna do, like reading and listening to music (that the genre is depends on my mood). I love reading since High school. but i just read simple books to understand by many, like the works of Bob Ong, and other teenage novel, but by the time passes bye and i am getting older and mature i tried to read more mature theme of novel like, romantic, or a tragic drama theme, specially like the books of Nicholas Sparks, Van Draanen, Meg Abot, Daniel Steal and Cecelia Ahern. when i am reading, others find it interesting but most of them find it boring and very old fashion, i don't know what they are thinking but they always relate me in the books i read, " your are hard to understand like that book!", "you are too quite as if we are not here!". and other judgmental words had been trowed to me. In terms of music, since i was a kid. i will say that music has the big part of my life, though i am not musician. I listen to a different genre that many of people can perceive why this music even exist, but still i don't understand why i need to be judge by my music. to everything.All i know is i want to be true to myself and accept all the criticism i swallow everyday and specially accept the fact that i am me. I am me. because acceptance is the key to be truly free. (katy Perry)Have a pleasant day. :)

She make it SPECIAL.

#10/05/15

Nothing special today except when mama ask me to come with her in the market and buy some curtains. when i ask her, why do we need to buy it, if we still have lots of it. she said, its for the Christmas! we should buy some new curtains because its a special day!. When she said this, i realized that my Christmas is always happy and special and i thought that it is because of the gifts given to me, but it is actually because my mother prepared it all several months before Christmas. She did everything to give her children a unforgettable and happiest Christmas yearly and i am so thankful to have her as a mom. We should give back the happiest moment that our mother gave us, they deserve so much happiness in life, because they never gave up just to give whats the best for us. Everyday is a mothers day. :)
#LotsOfLove

CHANGE.

#10l01/15

CHANGE. Ang pagpapago ang naiisang permanente sa mundong ito. sabi nga sa seminar na inantenan ko kanina. kailangan natin ng pagbabago sa bansa, sa ekonomiya, sa kaugalian, sa sarili. maraming akong natutunan sa seminaar kanina. ibat-ibang speaker ang naglahad ng kanilang saloobin at karanasan sa nasabing issue, at ibat-iba rin ang naging kuro-kuro ng mga tao tungkol dito. pero hindi ko makalimutan ang sinabi ni Fr. Atilano, isang taong sumusulong sa adhikain na "Wag kang mangakaw movement" isa sa mga speaker. Sabi nya na ang Corruption nga ang isa sa pinakamabigat na problema ng bansa, inaalam nya ang ang mga posibleng dahilan nito. sabi ng nya, ang corruption ay hindi lang sa politiko matatagpuan, isa itong pag nanakaw, na halos lahat ng tao ay ginagawa ito. sabi ng karamihan, ang pag nanakaw ay resulta ng kahirapan, ngunit sinagot ito ni Fr. Atilano. ang pagnanakaw ang nag uumpisa sa bahay, sa hindi pagbalik ng sukli ng nanay, sa panghihiram ng gamit na hindi na hindi na naibabablik,pango-ngopya sa kaklase at kung ano-ano pa na nagsisimula sa maliit na kasalanan, na hindi namamalayan ng itoy lumalaki at lumalala. nang tinanong kami kung sino dto ang nagnakaw. may isang estudyante na nag taas ng kamay at pumukaw ng atensyon ng lahat, sabi nya, " nagnakaw po ako kasi pinadag-dagan ko ang baon ko sa nanay ko ng hindi nya nalalaman" nagtawanan ang lahat. sinabi ko sa sarili ko, "d lang yan ang ninakaw mo sa araw na to, pati na puso ko kinuha mo". diba na iba na ang kwento?

Simulan natin sa umpisa, sa CHANGE. isang pagbabago sa buhay ko ang nangyaring seminar kanina, pero may hindi inaasahang pagbabago ang nangyari sakin, dahil isa narin akong magnanakaw! magnanakaw ng sulyap sa kanya!! hindi ko alam kung anong nangyayari sakin, pero kahit na nakatingin ako sa nagsasalita sa harap, d ko namamalayan na napapangiti na ako dahil naiisip ko sya. hahhhahah... diba ang korny? sinabi ko din yan sa mga pabebe kong kaibigan na puro pag-ibig ang alam. hindi ko alam kung dapat ko tong sabihin dto pero, kasi mahiram magsabi ng nararamdaman, kapag walang kasiguraduhan, parang sa kanya, d ko masabi ni crush ko sya, kasi baka wala namang akong mapala. ayoko ng masaktan.

A field of Jinny Jones runnin through my head

but suddenly a plain shirt painted in red

Please look at me in the tip of your four eyes

and let my burning thick blood rise 

the pain in my chest suddenly eased

cause you turn my cheek into the color of my lips

I don't want this feeling to end like a

tweet loosing its trend.

A NEW BEGINNING!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE

my blog will be a mixture of music (specially kpop) and a kind of a Diary :) with a sprinkle of poetry.. hope you enjoy my Blog ..
This JAZ at you service :) Lots of Love

The Voice Kids Blind Audition "Sunday Morning" by Zack

A FANGIRL'S CONFESSION

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You're voice so soft in ears,

 That our pain can easily ease

You're big round eyes, 

Melting every fan girl in just awhile

You're not tall,

 But for me you're my all

Just always remember that I'am you're Tinkerbell 

Every time you need me I will always do well

You're my Peter Pan,

 But for you I'am just a fan

I will always stare at you from a far

 'Coz I know you and Wendy is meant by a star

-this is me!